The Knowledge is Provisions from Allah, May Allah guide us and strength our Iman & Taqwa. Ameen.
May Allah keep us safe and in His Providence.
May He, the Almighty, shower us with happiness in this world and in the hereafter.
Anas bin Maalik reports that the Messenger of Allaah [صلى الله عليه وسلم] said:
“The Prophet of Allaah Ayyob suffered his tribulation for eighteen years. Everyone but two men who used to visit him abandoned him. One day, one of them said to the other: ‘By Allaah, Ayyoob must have committed a sin that no one else has committed before!’ ‘How is that?’ asked the other. He replied: ‘For eighteen years Allaah has not been merciful to him and removed the distress he is suffering.’ When they went to Ayyoob one of the men could not hold it in any longer and mentioned this to him. Ayyoob responded, saying: ‘By Allaah, I do not know what you are talking about except that Allaah know that I used to pass by two men who used to dispute always mentioning Allaah’s name in their arguments (i.e. swearing by Allaah). So I would go home and perform expiation of the oath on their behalf out of dislike for Allaah’s name to be mentioned except in truth.’
[The hadeeth has been declared authentic (saheeh) by as-Diyaa’ al-Maqdisee (al-Mukhtaarah) (2/220,221) I Shaykh al-Albaanee in Silsilatul-Ahaadeeth as-Saheehah I Translated by Owais al-Haashimee]
فَبِأَيِّ آلاء رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ
try this . Not as a replacement for dua, but sometimes writing every thought down makes you feel it more deeply.
O Allah, I ask You for a good end.